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[Jan. 9th, 2010|02:17 am] |
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life cldnt be as bad until tonight
fucking childish people
ima get you for getting me into this
damn you
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[Jan. 8th, 2010|10:35 pm] |
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place.
( Read more... )
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|11:02 pm] |
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hi dad.
thank you for leaving,
so now please let us go. mentally.
abandonment is now on my top ten favourite words.
these walls you force me to build
are only going to stop me from ever letting you in, in the future;
I swear I could've said, told you so.
since he's gone, mum will probably sell this house and move somewhere smaller
i conveniently suggested moving somewhere closer to town.
But overall, besids the highly depressing departure, I think it'll be quite lovely.
on a totally other planet kind of note,
you know how there will always be that one person that will always get you?
yeah, you're my person. and it's going to be this way for a long kind of while.
i have so much to say. but not like that. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|10:48 pm] |
i still believe in all that i've believed in,whether i am a fool or not
tomorrow will be better.............;) |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|09:38 pm] |
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Screw the miles of which we are apart. :( |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|07:31 pm] |
I'm sorry I don't act responsibly for my feelings.
Sigh I am so easily jealous wish I could change this. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|01:13 pm] |
I spent my entire morning watching Greatest American Dog and it is really amazing! I think that doggies are really so cute omg. It really awed me seeing how the owners can actually communicate with their dogs.. and how the dogs can actually reveal their emotions.
the first two dogs from the last row of the picture are really cute pls omg i can't stand it.
I can't believe I just spent one whole post on doggies. seriously. |
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| To my doofus, |
[Jan. 6th, 2010|11:15 pm] |
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"I think the five months away from you did me good. Made me less dependent..."
"definitely"
"but then, you came home."
"yes. and then i send you home everyday, or pick you up. go all the way to your payalebar and tanah merah. No wait, Changi! I'm not doing you any good..."
thank you for travelling from farrer all the way to wherever i am everyday, for sitting outside an Mrt station with me to make me laugh. for teaching me to be happy even when everything is so damn fucked up, for being so cute, for loving me through my dysfunctions, and putting things in perspective for me.
Yup. I'm pretty sure I belong to this boy.
love,
your very own little laura
(as you put it, along with various sound effects) |
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[Jan. 6th, 2010|10:11 pm] |
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DIM NAILS ROUND THREE !!!
   Jiejie so hiao (HAHA POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK I HAV E A WHITENING&BRIGHTENING MASK ON RIGHT NAONAONAO)  Chloe is BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALD. :( But still very cute. No my opinion is not biased. Humph. Hahahahaa Wish I had more than webcam pictures for you BUT being typical me,I lost my charger for my SLR while moving from Simei to Bayshore. Or rather, I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS WHYYYYY :( Will be getting a new one asap and a new lens while I'm at it yay! Went shopping in town today with Beepbop,she is very patient so i love her very much. Kekeke<3 Bought 3 items ALL ON SALE OMG DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF. Mummy says next year she will give me NO MONEY cus I apparently spent all of her bonus salary HAHAA ok i'm going to busy myself so i don't have to think about results on monday. Bye.:( |
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[Jan. 6th, 2010|05:03 am] |
My thoughts I can't gather and my feelings I can't convey. However I can safely say that I'm sick and tired of this feeling - Anticipating the three months that are about to lie ahead of me. This year my Valentine's Day and CNY will be spent in New York with school mates... Even further away from B. But I am certain we will remain. In April, with the allowance of enough cash in hand, I will fly home for two weeks to shorten the waiting duration. After graduating from Year 11, I will return home in June. Then it'll mark the last two years of me living in the shithole.
To me, every single second counts. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2010|01:01 am] |
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At least now I have a clear perspective of who sincerely cares and who doesn't. Or who is bothered and who clearly can't be fucked. Oh whatever happened to BFs. But everything is great. No more unwanted complications and ruined plans. I need very few in my life now. I won't expect more from the rest. The top two on my list would be the Two that I spent the last few hours of my night out today with. Bb and Jen Fu. And as long as I have them around, everything else seems to fall into place. Not perfectly... but fair enough. I'm doing a-okay. :) |
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[Jan. 5th, 2010|11:46 pm] |
unicorn says:
you're not who you were last year, or the year before. that girl believed in love but was too afraid to be in it. everytime you came close to letting him in you shut off again, did something to completely screw love over. just to hide your pain. this year? i see you and suddenly i don't mind falling in love with someone like you again(not that i am anymore) but yea you get my point....
Distraction; says:
vulnerable
unicorn says:
fuck it, it might actually be good for you.
Distraction; says:
scared
unicorn says:
everyones afraid. it's only a matter if they show it or not
but you know i'll never leave you to face your fears alone right?
i'm right here. love you forever, princess.
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[Jan. 4th, 2010|10:50 pm] |
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wished every night was like last night
i cld go to sleep with a smile planted
dont like the feeling tonight.
psychology and counsel class tmr at 8am!
i wonder how to be on time.. :(
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